Nirvana

Although I did not get to meet Kurt, i always felt i knew him. According to the things i hear from others that did know him, they said that he was a person that didnt follow everyone else's rules. they say that he was the type that liked to go bythe beat of his own drum. i wish i could be like that. to have that freedom. i know alot of people that wish they could say or do the same as him. i know that whenever i listen to his music, i always sence a feeling of sadness and liberation and just anger and angst toward random things and i always get a very very good feeling when i listen to his music because i always get a feeling of security, as if life will be better tommorrow if i just dont let things get to me....but then i begin to think about the suicide and it scares me because the one person that i counted on to keep me from giving up...gave up himself..it makes me wonder how much time theres left for me before i give in....how the only little hope i had in the world....is gone....well....this website is my small tribute to that little spark of hope that will never die out in my heart, even if it dies out in yours.